A Little Face Lift

As you might have noticed on my website, things are looking a bit sharper... I've been doing some slight "remodeling" around spencerchan.com. The look's a bit more modern, the layout's a bit cleaner. But probably the biggest change is my logo. I commissioned my roommate Dan (who's in school for graphic design) to create a logo/watermark for me that would look more professional than the hack job I created many years ago.  He was great gathering my feedback and requirements, and molding them into a sharp logo that I'm proud to use. Dan was able to take the idea of a traditional Chinese chop and transform it into a contemporary look. Here's a couple versions of the logo he created... pretty sweet!

So, Dan, if you're reading this, thanks again for the hard work and fantastic final product!

(This one is actually a stand alone logo. The grey background is part of the website.)

Snow Days 2014

We had our first big snowfall of the season three weeks ago... We received about a foot of snow here in the neighborhood. Seattle's not know for it's ability to operate when the white stuff sticks, so many people in the area got to some snow days. B, Tucker and I enjoyed it as much as we could -- our days were filled with walks, sleds, and even downhill skis. Here are some pics from the winter wonderland that was our neighborhood. (A side note - how quickly the weather changes here. This weekend we've been enjoying spring temps and sunshine. Love it!)

My brother Jenkins took some pics of a friend and I skiing down my hill...  Take a look. (By the way, Jenkins is a great photographer, so check out his site when you get a chance.)

 (courtesy of Jenkins Chan)

(courtesy of Jenkins Chan)

(courtesy of Jenkins Chan)

(courtesy of Jenkins Chan)

  (courtesy of Jenkins Chan)

(courtesy of Jenkins Chan)

Since that time of skiing and some sledding soon after, my house has been dubbed "The Chalet" (or as I like to call it, the "Chan-let"). All we need now is a rope tow. It's hard working hiking up the mountain in ski boots!

Utah and Colorado

Nearly four months ago, I took some time to visit Utah and Colorado. In Utah, I got to see my cousins and friends, catch the Huskies play the Utes, and drive down to the scenic sites of Moab and Arches. Although I didn't bring my camera to the football game (dumb, I know), I didn't forget when I headed south for the canyons. Here are a few of the shots, as well as link to the larger gallery. I've also mixed in a couple shot from my flight out of Seattle.

(Update: I found a pic from my iPhone from the game.)

2012 Resolution(s)

I've been thinking a lot about New Years Resolutions for the last couple of days... Last year was really the first year that I made a resolution AND focused on it for the entire year. So it seemed natural to continue the momentum for 2012. I know this is probably just semantics, but I've decided drop the "New" from the term "New Year's Resolutions". In my mind, I like to think of them as "The Year's Resolutions" instead. My logic in this is that I want the continue with them long after the newness of the year has worn off.

So this is what I've been kicking around for Twenty-Twelve.

1. Push Forward. (More on this shortly.)
2. Establish and Complete some photography projects for myself.
3. Invite friends to dinner at least once a month.
4. Stay active.

That's the list for the year. It may seem short, but I wanted the list to tangible to accomplish. Plus, item number one will be a challenge in itself. Here's why:

Over the past couple years, I've felt a bit "stuck" in where I am in life. So this year, I've committed myself to making decisions that will propel me forward, whether in career, relationships, or personal growth. It's a broad and (often) intangible resolution that I've made, but I think it will help me in the long run to gain the traction I need to Push Forward. In some way, I think it will be the only resolution I make this year -- the others could be considered examples of it.

So there you have it. My resolution(s) for the year. Do you have any you'd like to share?

"OK, What's Next?" - Jed Bartlett, The West Wing (played by Martin Sheen)

It's been an interesting few weeks. After returning from Africa, I craved to do something fulfilling and my job wasn't it. Call me an idealist, but I wanted my work to be meaningful. To impact something other than the bottom dollar. So I quit my job. Many would say that was impulsive, rash, stupid (especially in this down economy). And from a financial standpoint, they may be correct. BUT -- and I do mean a capitalized BUT -- it was the right thing to do. For all reasons other than money, I am the better for leaving.

Before I left for Tanzania, I posted here on my blog a reference to the movie City Slickers, expressing wanting to rediscover my "smile"...  In my search, I found what it meant to work hard and to be energized by it. I met and connected with people who I greatly respect, who are doing challenging work, and love it. I wiped away the cobwebs on my faith, and reconnected to my Jesus. The haziness of every day distractions disappeared, and clarity concerning my priorities re-emerged. In short, in a land far away, I found the very thing I was looking for..

So, now that my smile is back to where it belongs, how do I sustain it? How do I keep it from tarnishing, or worse, losing it again? The past few weeks have been spent trying to answer those very questions.  In honesty, there are portions of the exercise that are completely out of my comfort zone. A few examples:

1. Having no income. 
2. No clue how long this process will take.
3. Asking myself if I'm willing to start over in an entry level position if neccessary.
4. Can I shake the pride I have associated with what I've accomplished in my career so far?
5. Walking in faith, trying to follow the direction the Lord is leading me, and trusting that things will work out. 

I try to ignore the first two, and answer yes to the third and fourth, and live out the last. It's in this latter item that I've begun the process trying to identify, filter, and carve out the scope and end goal of finding my next role.

When I quit my job, I didn't have a plan. I didn't know how to tackle this huge question of "What's Next". But as I thought and prayed about it, I came up with the following three-pronged approach. I would network with people, independently research areas, jobs, items that were interesting and/or relevant to my search, and try to stay connected in discipleship. So far, this process is working. I've met with a variety of people who have imparted knowledge,  provided introductions to various network contacts, or recommend other areas to dive into. Taking those contacts and leads, I've researched what I could. And encompassing all of this, I am spending time in prayer and  Scripture to help lead and guide me down this path.

The process is long, and at times very slow. I am often impatient with the process, wanting to hurry and  "wrap things up". But deep down, I know I can't rush this. Otherwise, I'll have squandered this opportunity,  wasted my time and effort for instant, but short-term, gratification. So I will continue to work through this, with the hope that my efforts will be rewarded.

I'd like to wrap up my post by recommending an article I read earlier today by Harvard Business School professor Clayton M. Christensen. In response to a request from his students, he recommends applying some of the lessons taught in the classroom to their personal lives. Like Professor Christensen, I've decided that I don't want money to be my "yardstick" in which my life is judged. So I am taking a chance, and a step in faith, to change now while I can. Over the next few weeks/months, I'll try to revisit this process here on the blog, and update you with where I am...

Africa Pics are Available Now

Hi Everybody-

In case some of you might like to see more photographs from my Africa trip, here they are... there are three groups--

Selous Safari and Zanzibar: https://picasaweb.google.com/chanspence/AfricaSelousSafariZanzibar#
Mikumi Safari and Down Time: https://picasaweb.google.com/chanspence/AfricaMikumiSafariDownTime#
Camp photos: https://picasaweb.google.com/chanspence/AfricaYoungLifeCamps#

Obviously, the safari pics will have most of the animal pictures, but if you want to see a glimpse of the camps I volunteered for, take a look at the Camp photos.

Africa = Safari

For many people, the word "Safari" is synonymous with Africa. In fact, often the first question people ask me after learning that I went to Africa was “Did you go on Safari?”. Um yeah, of course I did! Matter of fact, I went twice!

Going on two safaris may seem like overkill – after all, once you’ve seen a giraffe, you’ve seen them all, right? (Sorry, an inside joke – one of the people I traveled with said this in jest on our trip.) What can be so interesting about the animals that you’d want to spend nearly a week in total seeing them? Well, let me tell you.

If you’re reading this blog, most likely you’re already aware that I am a photography nut. That alone makes going on safari fantastic. From a pure photography standpoint, you’re in a car/SUV/bus/vehicle searching for animals all day. And what do you do when you find them? You shoot them. Preferably with your camera. You can stay in the same location, watching the elephants graze, hippos sunbathe, and lions mate (our guide on the second safari called it a very “special” time for them) for long periods of time. And since you’ve come equipped with a large zoom lens and teleconverter, of course you’re going to snap some shots, right?
But aside from the photography portion of it, there is something very grounding about a safari. In addition to photography, I love nature. Being outside with the rolling clouds, the views unencumbered by human influence, the smells of the flowers on the breeze, animals in a natural habitat unrestrained by iron bars -- there’s a connection that I get have with this world and my God when I’m in nature. I hope that doesn’t sound too cheesy or new-agey, but being in the natural elements reminds me of the grandness and creativity and attention to minute details that only God can have. It’s awe-inspiring and humbling and life-giving all at the same time.

Ok, enough of my introspective, spiritual ramblings. Back to the topic of safaris. Like I said, I was fortunate to go on two safaris. The first was a 5 day, 4 night stay in the Selous Game Reserve. The second was a 3 day, two night stay in the Mikumi National Park. They shared a number of similarities, both providing a healthy dose of scenic beauty and animals galore, but they were unique in themselves as well.

Although we only saw three of the Big Five (lion, leopard, elephant, rhino and buffalo), there was still an abundance of wildlife to be seen. Between the two locations, here's sampling of what we saw: Lions, elephants, buffalo, wildebeests, impalas, wild dogs (very rare), warthogs, crocs, hippos, zebras, giraffes, birds of all sorts... I'm sure there are others too, but I can't recall at the moment.

The first safari was booked through a company called Afriroots. It’s one of the few Tanzanian owned safari companies (most are owned by European companies). Tende, our guide and co-owner of the company, is a friend of a friend and that’s how we got connected. A little plug: I highly recommend these guys – super-knowledgeable, very accommodating, and a great value for the money. Plus, Tende is a really good guy. We had a blast on the safari, and he was a huge reason for it.

The Selous Game Reserve is about the size of Switzerland, and a great place for safari for a couple reasons. One, the Selous requires a much more a traditional style safari, meaning that you track the animals… Vehicles are allowed to go just about anywhere, so if your guide sees something, he can investigate without needing to stay on main roads. The second reason is the park is pretty empty of tourists, especially compared to its better known northern siblings, the Serengeti or Ngorongoro Crater. (I’ve heard great things about those parks – it’s teaming with wildlife, so please don’t think I’m knocking them. It’s because they are so great that they’re so popular.) The Selous was deserted in comparison -- based upon what we saw, there may have been a total of 10 vehicles in the entire park. It made for a true safari feel; we were in the bush with nobody else about.

In the five days we were there, countless memories were made and numerous stories to tell. A few of my  favorites:
     - Being in the park after dark (not normally allowed), sitting by a campfire (started by sparking the car battery), and watching the moon rise.  
     - Speaking of the moon, on the third night, there was a full lunar eclipse... as soon as the moon went dark, the Milky Way and stars were in all their glory. As my companions would have said, "Unbelievable!".
     - Sitting in our Land Cruiser, surrounded by a herd of elephants, with no escape route...
     - Sunset on the first night, watching the hippos splash, snort and soak in the river.
     - Having bbq'ed impala from a sand barge in the middle of the river with cold beers, great friends, and a beautiful evening.

The second safari was also a great time, but different in a few ways. An obvious one was group demographics. The first safari was definitely was the kickin' with the boys. Beverages of all sorts were consumed and male bonding abundant.  Good times, good times. But instead of 5 guys in their early 30's, our second safari was composed of  14 gals and 4 guys of all ages. But regardless of age, the enthusiasm and excitement to see the wildlife was the same by all. One of the best things on this second safari was people watching. I loved watching my friends light up anytime they saw a new animal. Their faces would explode with big smiles, and even with occasional bits of giddy laughter. I wish I could have caught some of that on film...

The animal behavior between the two parks were a bit different as well. The animals in Mikumi were more accustomed to the constant barrage of tourists, and therefore less likely to flee at the sight or sound of any approaching Land Cruiser. For example, in the Selous, the best photograph of a zebra I could get was of its striped hindquarters as it galloped away. But in the Mikumi, the wildlife mostly chewed their grass, staring back at us, as if we were the subjects of their own human safari. Of course, for photography, this was ideal -- it's always easier when your subject is sitting pretty rather than running away.

I guess the lesson I learned from doing two safaris is this:  The bottom line is regardless of where you go, how much you spend, what you see and don't see, a safari is well worth the time and money. It's an amazing way to see natural beauty in both the landscape and the wildlife in Africa. And come to think of it, you can go on safari just about anywhere -- you don't need to be on a different continent to do it. Go on a hike. Go to the zoo. Go wherever you can submerge yourself in nature. You'll be all the better for it.

Playing Catch Up

So obviously over the past month, I haven't posted a daily blog of what I've been doing on my trip... Between the packed daily schedule and often non-existent internet connection, it wasn't possible. And since it's been forever since I last posted something here, I'm not going to even attempt to go back and post entries for each day. I just won't! (Imagine a little boy version of me throwing a tantrum right now.)

Tell you what I'll do instead. I think I'm going to post entries by category... Off the top of my head, here are a few that I may touch on over the next few posts-- safaris, camp, downtime, musings and revelations (aka miscellaneous).

In today's post, I'm going to share about some of our camp experiences. (If some of this sounds familiar, it's because I've pasted a bit from the entry I wrote for our team blog a couple weeks ago. But most of it's new.)

On this trip, eighteen of us came from various locations and backgrounds to volunteer for 2 weeks as a work crew for two Young Life Africa Tanzania camps. But before I go any further, let me provide some background for you -- If you're not familiar with Young Life, it is an international organization that develops relationships with kids, and sharing the Gospel and Love of Jesus Christ. In full disclosure, I am a product of the Young Life-- I was invited to Monday night "clubs" and camps back in high school. Club is weekly meeting filled with games, worship, and a short talk at the end.It's where the love of God was revealed to me, and where I began my own relationship with Jesus after my sophomore year. Two years later, I was on a Work Crew at Malibu Camp, British Columbia in the "Pits" (washing pots and pans from morning to night). I loved every minute of it.

Fast forward 15 years(!), and here I was again, volunteering to do work crew again. Aside from a few donations over the years, I haven't been involved with Young Life since high school. But since that summer at Malibu, I had a general idea of what to expect. Of course, one of those expectations was to expect the unexpected -- to be surprised and overwhelmed by whatever may happen.

Now that you're caught up on my YL history, I can fill you in on the happenings of the two individual and uniquely spectacular camps we were blessed to work at in Tanzania.

The first camp was the on the island of Zanzibar. A beautiful island off the eastern coast of Tanzania, it was the first YL camp to be held on the island. We had approximately 150 kids from various areas of the island come together for 3 days of camp. The second camp was more than double the size and back on the mainland, in a village 45 minutes east of Dar Es Salaam. Our work crew responsibilities fell into three divisions -- kitchen and dining, housekeeping, and the Outdoor Crew (yours truly was on the latter). The jobs were straight forward, and we knew what we wanted to do -- to provide a place that would rock the minds of the kids. Of course, in doing so, they would would rock ours as well...

Although the purpose is the same for the American and African Young Life camps, there are many, many differences that define the two. The first was the energy level of the campers. From the time the buses pull up to the camp to the final goodbyes waved through bus windows, the African kids were dancing, chanting, singing. Joy and passion filled the hours they were together. We were continually amazed by the excitement, comraderie and exuberance from the campers. Literally, almost every free minute the kids are chanting, dancing, singing.... Ben, one of our work crew members said that when he first saw examples of this during the welcome, it gave him a glimpse into what heaven will be like. People of different color and backgrounds coming together in celebration. It is a sight to see and behold!

The camp schedule has been packed to the brim for these campers. Between Club, Cabin Times, meals, and planned activities, it's a full couple days. The two largest events were the pitch-black nighttime obstacle course, and the mid-day field day. In the obstacle course, cabins were challenged to work together as a team to accomplish a series of tasks. Some examples were tying and untying a sandbag up a tree without climbing, human pyramids, or crawling under webbing in the dark, only to be surprisingly soaked by buckets of water. 

During the field day, cabins were merged to create multiple teams, once again working together to win relay-type races.  Friendly competition ensued on the field, composing of things like carrying each other while carrying plates of water to fill water bottles, team balloon races, transporting mouthfuls of very salty tang from cup to bottle... All of this done with the gaggle of cheers and laughter coming from their fellow team members.

Most importantly though, Club went great. The kids had two great program directors -- Bosco and Richard (aka "Woof Woof"). Their enthusiam and jovial spirits rivaled those of the kids they are entertaining. Finally, for the talks, we have a fantastic speaker in James. Although none of our work crew were fluent in Swahili, we could tell that the kids are enthralled with the message being shared. As Shirley (another crew member) said, the audience didin't fidget, whisper or goof off as would have been typical in an American camp. The campers were focused and attentive to what James has to share with them. So much that in the first camp, nearly a third of the kids stood up when asked if they accepted Jesus into their life. And in the second, nearly two-thirds did the same. It gives me chills just thinking about how much God was working in those camps (literally, you should feel the goose bumps on my arm right now). Don't forget that most of the kids, especially from the Zanzibar camp, come from Muslim families... By accepting Christ, they risk being ostracized and possibly exiled from their families and communities. Obviously, it's not a choice to be taken lightly. But then again, God isn't to be taken lightly either.

So there you go -- my first of a few delayed blog posts about my time in Africa. Much was experienced there -- too much in fact to share it all in writing. But I'll try to share the big things that were impactful to me over the course of the next few entries. Until then, "kwahali!" (goodbye!).